October 24, 2009

Hmm, today I went yumcha with my fam<3 and then afterwards I met up my girlies for a all girls day and it was soo hot today! Why can't it be this nice everyday! mm but yeah hung out with the girls for a couple of hours and then went home.

Joanna sent me a song :"By your side"-Tenth Avenue North and OMG its so good and meaningful! lol it makes me happy and I feel loved!

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

lalalalovee this songg!!!! I'm hooked![= thanks jojayy

October 23, 2009

YAY! I am back on blog! I haven't blogged since forever! Remember what I said in my previous blogs about me blogging if I have a lot in mind/depressed or whatever, GUESS WHAT!? I will no longer be emo anymore lol! Life is too short to be so damn depressed and I have learned "b/c life moves on" which is so true. It is time for me to open up my doors to see what is out there and not just stick with how things use to be. For god sake, Im a SENIOR now! I should have funn in my last year of high school! I came across this quote which is pretty meaningful to me because I do think this way: “When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we took so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened up for us.” Now that I read back on the previous blogs, I did sound pretty darn emo there lol but what matters the most now, is to live life to the full and have fun. I should keep an open mind about everything and I should not let any other bring me down! Gotta love lifeee in order to gain happiness in life!